Monday, December 26, 2011

White Christmas

No, we didn't have one. But we watch the movie year round. One of the great songs in that movie says, "When your worried and you can't sleep, just count your blessing instead of sheep. And you'll fall asleep counting your blessings."

This is Hollywood's way of saying what God's word says.

Habakkuk 3:17-19

17 Though the fig tree does not bud
   and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
   and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
   and no cattle in the stalls,
18 yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
   I will be joyful in God my Savior.
 19 The Sovereign LORD is my strength;
   he makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
   he enables me to tread on the heights.

This has been a hard Christmas for me. I have had some tough stuff to deal with. Yet, when I sit down to think about my life. There are FAR more good things than bad in it. Sometimes it is hard to see past the one, two, three really awful things going on. While those things are legitimate, it is easy to let them overcome the good in our world.

This is true especially for us Americans who live better (materially) than most of the world. When we strip away all of the glitter, extras and unnecessary things, we have what really matters, our blessings, not our stuff.

My life may be falling apart but I am secure in more ways than I am not. It is currently 2:30 pm. If I were to sit down, uninterrupted, and write all of the ways I am blessed, I would surely be writing until evening and could easily fall asleep doing it.

When you are stressed, about worthwhile things or not, remember that your blessings will always be greater than your current strife. In some cases, you may HAVE to stay awake listing your blessings because the junk in your world is significant and hard. NEVERTHELESS, God is with you and your blessings are numerous.

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hello Rebecca,
Today is a blessed day, because I stumbled upon this blog of yours. It loved reading through each and every post. First me go ahead and say that you have a wonderful and beautiful family. Your kids are a joy to look at. Their smiles are so precious. Thank you so much for sharing with us your life's journey and including us in every happy and sad moments of your life.

I have a very similar life like yours, starting from having trouble conceiving. God has been very kind to me and gave me everything I needed to be a good human being, education, job, mental ability to tackle any of life's problems and most of all a wonderful and loving family. Not so long ago, I was forced to pack up my roots and move across the seven seas to this continent. The people of this continent have been so welcoming to us. But I did hate feeling like a fish out of water, was away from my family, away from my friends and everything felt like learning to ride a bicycle. But God was by my side, giving me the courage to face each hurdle with a smile and gave me the smarts to resolve it.
Then very recently my perfect little world came crashing down. Lately getting up in the morning and facing the day itself has become a very dreadful task and most of those mornings, I slap on a plastic smile and wade my way till I can lay in the bed and stare at the ceiling, wondering, of all people...WHY ME?

Then I read your blog, you are such an inspiration. Reading about your babies made me laugh, smile and tear up, filling me my heart with warmth. Your connection with God is contagious. I am not a christian, but spirituality doesnt need a religion.

I have rambled enough, please continue to post and I would love to read. I am so thrilled to meet a sister like you and all the best with everything. God bless your babies
Love